Shallow world

This world is material, new friends are shallow…

Its hard to find people how are ready to give you in, let you know the inside of them and not just the material outside. People play the game of how has what, the constant comparing and bragging. I am sick to my stomach and sometimes I cant see the way out. Its like a dark spell and it just gets more intense. I can get drag in to it, I admit it. Thats when I need my people, deep conversations, about real stuff, real feelings, the things you cant touch. They pull me back, I realize whats real and it gets me again.. how shallow this world can be.

https://soundcloud.com/smartsam-1/04-chris-martin-paper-loving

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Bulletproof

Well, this is some true shit. It can also be a curse. Imagine that you put so much love and hard work in to something and then someone how got inspired from you goes and copy your work.. well its not just yours anymore. You should be proud that you inspired someone and you should always remember,       They are just a copy.

Speltbrauð by Solla/Himnesk

I am the last one to bake with a ”shake n bake” but when I discovered that the Icelandic health guru Solla made a hole wheat bread I couldn’t resist to try it. It turned out good,  we’ll nothing compared to ”real” home made bread but close enough that I might try it again.

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Let’s get organized

Sunday is the day when I try to plan the rest of my week.
First its food planning, and I am still on diet so I need to plan that good. Then it’s the ‘take Tora’ planing, I have work/meetings and I am trying to match it with Gunnis school and soccer. Most of the time Tora is with me but next week I have a meeting where I can’t bring her and two days when I will be helping out at Kex.

Growth

Everyday I learn something new and I am not satisfied with my day if I didn’t learned anything. But most of the days I do learn new stuff.. It can be a new word in Icelandic, a new road, a new behavior from my daughter, a new side to a friend, new insights in myself, a new recept ect.
Well today I learned or more understood that I am a Very passionate person, I don’t mean romantically more like a go getter. And I can’t take on a project not being a 100% passionate about it and always am. I turn into a fighter and won’t stop until my project is perfect. Sometimes it means much stress and low tolerance,  but I can say I am not a bad looser. I get so wound up and passionate about things that I can get other people to start feeling passionate about it to. Well that is what I learned about myself today and it is all because of my charity market this Saturday that became bigger then I expected. I am very grateful for all the good publicity around my market and for everyone who has shared my passion for the cause! 

Interior upsession’s

Ohh I am so upsessed with styling our home at the moment. I want to get new floors in the living room and bed room,  light gray old wood floors or really dark wide walnut floors. And I want every wall white,  I not like our black wall. And get ride of all the high shiny white furniture and swap them to walnut wood furniture. . Mmmm… then it is perfect 😉

My little hidden home

In love with Ferm Living AW14

Fylld av Lycka

Det är fortfarande overkligt och överväldigande när jag tittar på min dotter. Ibland får jag stunder då jag fylls upp inombords och börjar gråta. Hennes lilla lilla handflata med perfekt små linjer som är exakt samma som mina. Att hon växte i mig, att hon är för alltid en del av mig,  att vi skapat henne, att hon är en liten person. Hennes knubbig tår och runda fotsulor som jag vill tugga på för att dom är det sötaste jag upplevt. Det är Kärlek! Jag älskar henne så hårt och mycket att jag är rädd att klämma ihjäl henne. Måste hon verkligen växa mer nu,  allt är så perfekt och mysigt. Hon är så liten och gosig, jag kan bära runt henne och hon är helt beroende av mig. Jag är säker på att vi kommer ha många barn,  men just nu skulle jag inte vilja ha något annat barn än min Tora. Jag och Tora för alltid! Även när döden skiljer oss åt, vi är oskiljaktiga ♥

Söndagens

Haven’t cut my hair since I found out that I was pregnant and it have been growing really fast since. I am thinking of cutting it to my shoulders. . Can’t really decide. .